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I am the piano/violin player, creative partner , and songstress of This Way to the Egress. I have set up this blog to document the whereabout, whoseawhats, travels, trials and tribulations of our journey. It is This Way to my Story............

Sunday, August 4, 2013

"God's Country" EGRESS tours USA by train. 2013

Today, after a 27 hour train ride,  Taylor,  Jaclyn and myself returned home after being on the road for two weeks.  Brian Gardner the Promoter and curator, of the California event- "STEAMSTOCK" put together a kickstarter to bring to his festival 3 east coast bands. The bands were, Frenchy and the Punk, The Cog is Dead and This Way to the Egress.  I have to say I was a bit apprehensive about this trip. Being a 100% DIY band, I found it very difficult to relinquish control and just sit back and allow someone else, to book, promote, and organize logistics.  I have to say that although there were some bumps, some major some not, Brian and his fiancĂ© Emily did a good job of taking on such a massive and new undertaking.  So there you have it, the kick starter was funded and on July 20th EGRESS  took the plunge.  Here is the Cross-Country Train Tour to STEAMSTOCK- Through the eyes of Lady Egress.

This tour was monumental for a number of reasons. With out getting too wordy, EGRESS has been at the brink of new horizons since December.  We released our second album "Mighty Seed" in May and shortly after our drummer, Mat had decided to leave the band to pursue starting his own business.  Although everyone of us were happy that he had found his passion, it was very difficult to let go and even more difficult to figure out the logistics of working with someone new only 2 months before we were to leave on a 2-week national tour.  It was almost as though the universe was taking care of us, like it was saying, you cannot stop, I will make sure things work, b/c lo' and behold, Chet came to us.  He rose to the occasion, learned a repertoire of 30+ songs  and fit in with the crew great.  We were happy that his first show with us could be the kick off show of the train tour!
We started in Philadelphia at Dorians Parlor.  It was a really really awesome show, it was great to have Chet with us and really awesome that our Philly family was so welcoming to him.
The next day we boarded the pennsylvanian amtrak train and took it to pittsburgh.

We got off in Pittsburgh and rented cars, drove an hour north where we went to a Primanti Bro's and had some famous sandwiches for our first band dinner of the tour.  After many laughs we carried on to our hotel, crashed and then awoke in the morning to begin our drive to Detroit.  This was our first taste of the taxi adventures of trying to load our gear. It was three bands, EGRESS a 5 piece, 2 of Frenchy and the Punk, 5 of the Cog is Dead and Brian and Emily.  It was an estimated 19 suitcases 4 back packs, a tuba, three guitars, and an accordion.

We were all a bit anxious riding into Detroit with the stories about how the city was in decline.  We got into town super early and found an awesome little lebanese place that had awesome food and raw juices and then went back to the venue and hung out a bit.  Here is a shot of Toobie Doo and the Punk hanging outside the venue pre show.
We played in this massive warehouse and art collective called Tangent Gallery.  The turn out for a monday night wasn't that bad, we did great in merch and were beginning to find our groove.  I was also visited by an old old friend Kerri.  It was so great to catch up and see each other after so many years.  We also got the ability to hang out with a couple dear fans who brought their mother out to the show.  I got to catch up and learn more about each of them and their lives.  This was just another reason I was reminded of why I love touring.  In short, our trip to Detroit was short lived, but I have high hopes for the city.  It had some amazing architecture.  I hope some artist move in and take advantage to the real-estate.  I hope to see it booming in 5-10. Here is a shot of us from that evenings show.

The next morning we ditched our rental cars & headed to the detroit amtrak station for our first significant haul.  Detroit to Chicago.  So begun the GIANT task of loading us and our gear on the train.

The train ride from Detroit to Chicago was roughly 5 hours.  It went very fast and I was overly eager to arrive.  I had been wanting to play in Chicago for a very long time.  I was supposed to go when I was a teenager with my best friend Amy.  We had talked about it for over a year.  I had never gotten to travel much when I was younger and I dreampt of the world out there.  I was a small town girl with my sites set on bigger things.  Unfortunately, before we could go Amy started dating a boy.  When the time came, she took her boy friend.  I was so upset we didnt talk for almost a year.  Amy passed away a little over a year ago now.  I miss her and think of her, every single day.  This trip to Chicago was important to me on many levels.  I felt as though I finally got my chance to go with her.  I thought of her every step of the way.  We had arrived in Chicago.

The weather was amazing and the venue was AWESOME, it was called The Wise Fool's Pub  It was adorned with the most beautiful paisley fabrics, lush lamp shades and pictures of old pin ups in the ladies bathroom.
 The most marvelous part was that we got to catch up with our dear friend  Mary Robinette Kowal.  Taylor and I met Mary on the first annual Steampunk Cruise.  She is an amazing puppeteer and author and is based out of Chicago.  She came out to support.  The show was good, the room was packed and EGRESS was very well received.  We had a great show and afterwards hung out and had a dance party to DJ, VOURTEQUE who was spinning some really awesome electro-swing.  We goofed off in the streets before leaving.


We had a hostel in an amazing neighborhood near Lincoln Park called "The Getaway".   It was quite wonderful and if you are ever in Chicago I would suggest staying there.  We caught a good nights rest and a shower and I felt as though I was experiencing a little bit of what it must be like living in a dorm.  We had four bunk beds which felt rather silly,  we are used to being in hotels with two twin beds, where the odd man out has to sleep on an air mattress.  I cant tell you how many times the rooms become a sea of mattress where you can simply walk in and its bed next to bed next to air mattress, lol.
The next morning we met with Mary at an even more amazing brunch place called "Toast." The food was out of this world, decently priced for Chicago, so we had a feast and a lot of laughs.  Again if you are ever in Chicago,.. GO.  We wandered around some thrift stores and bought some excellent fresh lemonade and before accompanying us back to our Hostel to catch our cabs, Mary gave us each a copy of her award winning book Shades of Milk and Honey.
It was a lovely lovely morning of catching up and seeing some of the most historic buildings still remaining from before the Chicago Fire in 1871.  This was just another reason of why I love touring. Friends, feasting, history and amazing sights. We said our good byes and started the journey from Chicago to Denver.

This was our first over night haul.  It was about 17 hours through the heart land where there was nothing but miles of plains and the bluest of skies.  It was really wonderful to pass through tons of little towns.  Heading through each station and seeing so many people with so many stories.

I won't lie, being on the train was nice and inspiring,  until the night fell that is.  We didn't have sleeper cars so we'd resort to sleeping in our chairs which reclined and had an ottoman of sorts.  It was very difficult because I have to fall asleep face down.  This was the first real obstacle.  I woke in Denver, fairly cranky.  The band seemed to have high hopes for Denver.  Seeing as though we didn't sleep well, we got breakfast and went to the hotel to sleep.  Joe's sister lives there so he went out and about.  the promoter seemed cool at first, they picked us up from the station,  built a train for the stage.  Unfortunately, the event was poorly, poorly planned and the Promoter, Double Helix Entertainment, LLC did not fulfill their agreement on the guarantee and stiffed three out of town touring bands.  I would not suggest working with them at all at any time.


We left Denver a bit deflated.  The shitty show on top of the promoter stiffing us, had everyone a it down in the dumps.  Emily, Brian's lady took care of us though the best to her ability and sent us home with cash.  We were all greatly looking forward the ride through the rockies.  It was over 24 hrs to california and the scenery was absolutely breath taking!  I seriously cannot even describe it.  We saw parts of the country only accessible by train.  It was breath taking view after breath taking view.  We entertained our selves in the evenings by playing games and Taylor and I would watch as the rest of the crew would get tipsy. Here is some of the beauty, in all honestly the pictures don't do it justice.



















I think one of the things we got the biggest kick out of was all of the mooners on the Colorado river.  I think the final count was 29.  Apparently it is a giant tradition where many of the fisherman and rafters moon the passing amtrak train.  We spent many, many hours laughing about this.  It never seemed to lose its novelty, after all hineys are funny.







We eventually arrive in California where I got the chance to see my very best friend in the World, Mike. He picked us up and carted us around. He was a total trooper. We went into San Fran to meet up with My other friends Hethur and HAT where we roamed the streets, ate burritos and got caught up.
I love them all and it was really releiving to have a little bit of home so far away.
The next day we finally made it to our destination, Steamstock.  The space was amazing and right on the bay.  Mike, Hat, and Hethur came out and we all basically just hung out until we had to play late that night.  We had some sound issues but the show went on.  We were all really anxious because the next day started our 52 hour train ride back to Chicago to catch a connecting train to NOLA.  Our tour manager, Brian had stayed in Cali. so us three bands were on our own.  We woke up at the butt crack of dawn and went on our way.  We had the same amazing views back through California, I really enjoyed Nevada and Utah b/c we didnt see them on the way down b/c it was night.  We settled into the train and went on our way.  Unfortunately,  we had many issues, had to get towed by a freight engine and ended being delayed 8 hours.  Needless to say we were all relieved when we got back to Chicago.  We found a super cheap burrito joint, showered and went to bed.  We had time to kill the next day and went to the Free Zoo.  Everyone seemed to enjoy it for the most part, but Taylor, John and myself were very saddened by that jaguars living conditions so we left early and Taylor and I check our the botanical gardens which were beautiful.  I was eager to return to New Orleans.  Our train left that night.  We were officially on our way to our last show.
It is no surprise that I love New Orleans, and this trip there only ingrained that city deeper in me.  We arrive burnt out from riding the rails but were greetd by Cedric and the crew from Airship Isabella.  They are some of the most talented, amazing, and kind people I have EVER EVER had the chance to meet.  They carted us to the venue, put out a food and drink spread that was fit for a kings and were soooo considerate and welcoming.  They are the definition of taking care of your own and southern hospitality.  I cannot speak highly enough of them.  I was also so excited to see our friend Judith Kali.  She is just such an extraordinary performer and person and we have had thepleasure to have her perform with us on 2 occasions now and are going back down to NOLA in 3 weeks to be apart of her production called, Storyville Rising.  I am soooooo over the moon about this.  We also got to catch up with two friend we made during our last trip to the city, Shadow and Gwydion.
Sunrise over New Orleans Cemetery 
Anywho, I feel like I have rambled beyond anyones ability to remain interested so I am going to wrap this up.  Both bands that were on the tour, Frenchy and The Punk and the Cog is Dead are some of the most fabulous people in the world.  We could not have asked for better travel companions.  Everyone worked together and there was literally NO DRAMA.  We looked out for each other, put our heads together to solve problems and cheered each other on show after show.  I am proud to have shared this tour with them and to call them friends.  We had a 26 hour train ride home to philly.  Taylor and I curled up and passed out around 10 am.  We had pulled an all nighter then evening before in NOLA.  This was probably the most well rested sleep I had the entire tour.  I felt accomplished and happy to have my best friend and mate by my side.  All in all, this was an amazing experience.  I feel closer with my band mates.  This was probably the most enjoyed tour EGRESS has had as a unit.  We spent any times of stress bonding together and we spent our evenings being silly and laughing to pass the time.  I did yoga at every rest stop, and observed all my friends take in the massive splendor of the great wide open.  I love them all and am now growing more and more excited about our EGRESS PLOWS AMERICA TOUR this fall and to our 2nd show with our new addition, Chet this thursday in the home of the EGRESS INN, MUSIKFEST in bethlehem.   I just want to thank you for reading and coming on this journey with us.  I am humbled and grateful for my life and the people that choose to be apart of it. Now, I am going to leave you with some pictures that i didn't feel like adding to the story.
luv & sLoPpY KisSeZ
Lady E



Saturday, July 27, 2013

3 White Horses in Utah

I spend most of my time trying to figure things out.  Mainly, how to make Egress work for myself, my partner and my band mates.  It's often just a questioning game.  
Should we be doing x, y or z?  Is this a smart move for the future of the band? I s this a smart move for me as a person? etc. 
It doesn't stop there however, I find myself thinking late at night about those who I have lost or who have left.  Trying to find some form of acceptance about how certain things have worked out.  Pondering how I have gotten here and what is it that I am really moving towards?  I know I am not seeking the "American Dream" 2.5 children, a mortgage, and working for the weekends or the random vacation, not that its bad, it's just simply,..... not me.  

This train tour is proof of that.  We set off last saturday for a two week tour by train across the USA.  This is probably the most mellow tour we've been on.  We've gotten to see friends in each city.  There has been a little bit of hassle when it comes to loading our gear from train to venue to hotel to train, but other then that it has been inspirational and rejuvenating.  Here is a shot of the 5 of us Egressians loaded into a cab, lol.  



Our entire crew of people get along great. Everyone has been considerate of each others space and moods. We have all worked together when it comes to packing and you would not believe what we have been able to pack into our cabs!  One of the things I love most about touring, is the time spent with the other performers you are touring with.  Working alongside professionals who have a shared goal,… to make their art, their lives mission.  Its inspiring and refreshing. It helps me get grounded when I am spending most of my time "trying to figure things out" or when I wake up to a really hurtful email that temporarily makes me feel lost and alone.  Most artists / performers that are running their own DIY future have the same concerns.  Plus, you get to hear their songs night after night!  From every tour I have beautiful melodies stuck in my head from the bands we've played with. From our tours with Joe Black, his charming rendition of Money Makes the World Go Round, to Hellblinki's These bubbles came from ants or even better yet my personal favorite,.. "I am"or their killer version of Bella Ciao which EGRESS has spent many a night dancing too. And don't forget Uncle Volty's Riding a Black Unicorn or Miss Mousie's Dumpsters and Dive Bars.  When Taylor and I did the steampunk cruse we were graced by Unwomans haunting lyrics and cello. And now, it is Frenchy and The Punk and The Cog is Dead.  Both of who are wonderful people just fighting their way along because they love to play. Its seems rather silly, That music keeps so many of us going and bonded together. It doesn't fill our bellies when we are hungry, it doesn't keep us warm when its cold or protect us from the storms, yet we fight every odd  with every inch of our might to continue.

The splendor and beauty of the countryside via train window has been unexplainable.  The massive wide open spaces, the canyons and mountains. It leaves me thinking of days long ago when settlers faced a similar journey in much tougher times. In saying similar I mean, people leaving what they have in search for something more.  Here is a shot of the glory there is no filter or editing used.
I have not been a saint all my life and I have many things that I have had to learn from and learn to accept and grow from and god knows I will be learning from until the day I die.  Right now I am on a train through UTAH listening to Three White Horses by Andrew Bird looking at this:
(again no filter just natural wonder. )

I am watching my friends, band mates and comrades gaze upon the same horizon and a similar future.  I sometimes wonder how we all got here, but here we are. Friends are the family we choose for ourselves and our songs are the glue. I fear one day if the songs fade the family may drift,….. but these experiences that mold me into the human I am becoming,.. will always be here and will always be between us.  I love the road.  Despite the fact that it is hard work on your body and spirit, and you need to be adaptable and realize its not nearly as glamorous as it seems half the time. But even still, that being said,..... it gets into your bones, the music, the travel, the wanderlust, the song.  It becomes apart of your DNA.  It becomes the only way you know how to breath.  It really helps that Taylor is beside me helping me fight the good fight every step of the way and that the rest of the Egress crew supports and hold faith in the choices that Taylor and I make for the betterment of the band. Its really easy to become the bad guy. Its even easier to blame others and not see your part in things.  Somehow through the endless nights and the stress of the road, we've remained a unit and THAT makes the good fight worth it.   I will blog more about the comings and going of the tour,… especially once its over.  With full details on each city and show.  I will be sure to go into a bit more detail about This Way to the Egress on the "Crazy Train"  I leave you now with this,.............

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Dont Have a Husband, Don't Play the Trombone. These People.

im listening to -Christmas card from a hooker in Minneapolis- One of my favorite songs in the world, by one of my favorite artists in the world, editing pictures for flyers for our upcoming shows for Egress' new release.
 A wave of sentiment and nostalgia washes over me like the bar sweat from a friday night in a dull town.

I am looking at these photos,....... who are these people I spend all of this time with? How have I gotten here? Sometimes I feel like I have really just fallen deep into a can of PBR and haven't come out of the other side of the rabbit hole yet.
Where are the people that were once so familiar?  and who are these people that are now by my side, while feet are on the dash board, with scenery and stories passing by and we are honking hello to a new state.

These people who pack whiskey in brown bags, avocados that need to ripen into their lunch box, who wear couches as pants or hang bottles in the windows of Clarence. 

These people who miss New Orleans the same way I do, not because of the city that it is,.............
                                                                     but because the people it makes us by being there. 

The people who are just equally terrified of tumbling off of Route 1 into the pacific. 

The people who I yell at and I am sure want to yell back at me. 
Who harmonize, sometimes don't prioritize but meet me at the border anyway.

If we are defined by the experiences that make us, then perhaps we are all just booze soaked, memory stricken, fragile sons of daughters and fatherless daughters, singing O-bla-Di.

One of my favorite memories was playing on a street corner in New Orleans, there was an SUV driven by a woman with her 2 daughters in the back, The city streets were packed and they kept circling around looking for parking. Big eyes peering from the back seat. Upon their 3rd time around the block, the back window rolled down a little more and what appeared was a tiny hand offering me a flower, I ran to the corner and accepted her gift. A flower for our songs.

I misplaced that flower since then, Like i have misplaced many friends, some easier to let go then others, But i think of that flower often, and the expressions on my peoples face, and should I misplace any of them like Ive misplaced others, Ill store them in my shell along side that flower and that New Orleans day.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Pulling Threads (self fulfillment and success)

Are you happy with where you are?  Do you spend a decent amount of time saying or thinking I wish? Or better yet,  do you make excuses that "one day" you'll get too,.. ya know,.. when X and Y is done?

I have been doing a lot of reading and thinking this day.  I have also been doing a lot of fawning over last nights show. Ya see, Taylor and I were booked at a local production called SILK tease. Curated and produced by the incredibly spunky and hot burlesque and business tycoon
 Jacqueline Hyde.  It was a wonderful production with burlesque from around the tri-state area and music and hosting by Myself as my alter ego Mamma Mammaries and my partner in crime and light in my eye, Taylor.  In all of this fawning over last nights show, I began to think about how splendid it is to have my life. I wont say lucky because luck had nothing to do with it, I have worked my ass off to get here, but before i digress, it is splendid. I meet performers from all over the world, I travel, I stay up late singing, writing and playing songs. I have 5 totally awesome bandmates who have great hearts and are very accepting of each others little quirks. I have a mom and a sister that are very supportive in my endeavors as well as my job. I am free to be creative and think with out the restraints that a lot of our society does.  I have resulted to communal living with my band mates so I have very little worry about bills, I do not have a bank account, or credit cards, or a car  so I have very little financial stress. Granted I don't have health insurance,  other then yoga, eating a diet rich of fresh and fermented foods and Kombucha. I also don't have a retirement fund, but I don't ever intend to retire; I believe retirement is for people who typically don't like what they do because when you love your job, you don't work a day in your life.

Anywho, in reflecting on all of these things I began to think about the people that sit at home perhaps wishing that their life was something different then it was. People that may ask the questions or say the things I had stated above, I wish, One day, etc. Not that we shouldn't dream, its important to have goals, however the difference between "dreams" and Goals are action. This I know. Because of my action.......

5 years ago I was living in a grim little town which in some ways I love, working a day job, teaching nights and spending my off time drinking away my discontent at at random shows Id play at. I had a boyfriend who was in fact, a very good, hard working guy,... but we had grown apart and wanted different things out of life. I wanted to play music and travel, he wanted to work and have a "home life"
Anywho, for various reasons my days grew darker, at the hand of the death of my father, my various addictions and my constant need to be "dreaming" about a life I wished I had, I was hollow.
Until one day, something in me snapped,.....and not in the Michael Douglas- Falling Down kinda way, I just simply asked a very important question, the right question. "why did I have to live my life to societies standards, or to my boyfriends standard?" who exactly was telling me in order to be successful I had to work a 9-5 at a job I could only tolerate and plan my little excerpts of joy for vacations and yoga classes?  I knew other people were living the life I wanted cos there is all kinds of music and art I love and it comes from somewhere. I wanted it to come from me too.

So, I packed my bags, closed down my house, quit my day job and decided that from that point on I was making music my sole priority. Living for today with a healthy balance of still acknowledging the future, given i don't prematurely depart this earth. 4 years later,......... here I am, about to embark on a cruise to Jamaica not only with my band mate and partner, my boyfriend who shares the same drive, goals and passions as I do. I have put my eyelashes in 45 of the 50 states and will soon be making pans to leave this country.  I played along side amazing performers last night that are as driven and motivated as I am, I get to share the stages with people that put the same amount passion and hard work into what they do, as we do.  I see the world through my eyes and THAT is the most liberating thing I can say.
It makes me grateful everyday.  It makes me burst with love and compassion. It makes want to live long an healthy. It makes me want the people that want that as well, to find it.

So i challenge you to this,.... anyone that maybe reading this,...... ask yourself,. Am I happy?
What is success to me? what do I have to do to achieve it?
Perhaps theres some parts of your life you can look at and change the I wish I could, to I am going to and Im going to now. Or perhaps this just works for me and not for you and you think im blowing it out my ass lol. Either way, today I am happy and i hope you are too.    




Wednesday, December 26, 2012

A Letter to my Enemy. December 25th 2012

Tis the season for reflection and resolutions.
Well Egress is shifting gears and starting a whole bunch of new and awesome stuff in 2013 and as we make that change there will be more blogs from the band coming achya!! That being said i am going to make a slow transition from this blog being solely about the band and use it more so as a personal blog (which i am sure will still mostly be about the band since that takes up about 90% of my life) That being said i am leaving somethings behind me as i re- emerge in 2013 as an individual and Lady Egress. A letter to my Rival, a letter to my enemy.

Dear the People We Were,
   I have to say, I never quite understood you from the start. Although i tried,.... at times I felt as though we came from different worlds, different sides of the tracks. I would hear you say negative things about people,... people you didn't even know, judging them on their appearance or interests. I didn't like that or the way it made me feel. Then one day you didnt even know and I heard you saying those things about me. It was no surprise, you wore your insecurities like a cloak and skewed people and their ideas with them all the while disguising your disdain with arrogance.

You sucked the world and anyone who would listen into your tornado without warning or consideration and felt as though I was simply a means to your end. Walking on eggshells because of the erratic comings and goings and hot and colds and this was BEFORE things really went south. Your brooding would cause green rays of longing and as i moved forth with creating, playing and singing so freely, you were blinded from the truth, which was your self defeating nature.  It has been a long road to where i am heading and I have myself and also you, my enemy to thank.  For putting me down before you really knew me and disguising it in "friendship", for  your vast and quick judgements on those you barely know, for your arrogance and rage, for your lack of follow through and ambition. You, Blaming everyone else for your short comings have been my mirror on the wall. It has helped me see my simple nature and how quickly i can complicate things. I am in control of almost every aspect of my life. I can pick and choose my battles and I have. I am done battling the ghost of you. I am done battling the ghost of me. I am happy with where i am and am going in life and nothing,not even death or illness can take what i have accomplished away from me. For every night i lie down with accomplishment as a pillow.
Heres to 2013, so long old friend, so long old enemy, good luck and good rid dens.
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind 
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and auld lang syne

Thursday, December 6, 2012

This Way to Sarah: FLIPPING ROCKS, IM NO DONALD TRUMP.

This Way to Sarah: FLIPPING ROCKS, IM NO DONALD TRUMP.: I've spent some time recently taking things out of boxes and putting them away in our new band home,...'The Egress Inn.' Yet all of this org...

FLIPPING ROCKS, IM NO DONALD TRUMP.

I've spent some time recently taking things out of boxes and putting them away in our new band home,...'The Egress Inn.' Yet all of this organization hasn't helped when it comes to building a brand for the band. I can talk for hours and hours about myself,.. who I am,. what i do,. where i hope to go,...what I feel, what i believe,.who i love, etc. However when it comes to defining our band I am at a bit of a loss. A total loss. I keep coming to we love each other, we love music and we love to play and perform with each other,... it is Such an amazing thing this connection we have,.... yet that is not enough in the business world. We certainly aren't looking to be millionaires or even to take this world by storm we just want to be free to create and continue to gather a fan base to revel in what we do,....all of this takes time and money,... and that where this business comes in.
    Fronting/ co- Fronting, running a band is Just like a business, it consumes my brain about 90% of my day. Band mates can practice, learn their parts, contribute when they can and then go home to their lovers, jobs, or whatever they do when they aren't being scalded by Taylor and Myself to "practice" "show-up" "stay focused" blah blah blah.,...  they don't have to carry the weight of keeping everything going, AND recording, writing, creating, booking, promoting, writing their parts or even more importantly building a stronger momentum so that we can all continue to have this outlet and opportunities.

  Its like a drug,.... I thought I got sober three years ago however, this is just equally as mind bending. The Highs, the traveling,. the interesting people we meet, the experiences we share,the rush of the show,the exhaustion and crash after a good tour, the late night nights and delirious mornings. all so we can create more,. build more, study more, see more, travel more, sing More MOre MORe MORE!!!

I have an arsenal of musician friends, artist friends and i have my band mates,..... but we are artists,... thats perhaps my point,... how does an artist that is not inherently a business minded person,.... put together a good business strategy for something they are more then just financially invested in,.... but emotionally dating, much like a lover.

    I am grateful everyday for mine and Taylor's relationship,... somehow after all this time we have balanced,... a relationship,. creative partnership,. and business relationship,... however he is JUST as emotionally invested in Egress as I. Where do musicians go in their brain to disconnect the two enough to know how to promote and market themselves and their troupe properly?

I am excited, curious and even a bit anxious to see where these new ideas take us, perhaps ill then find some answers,..... or turn enough rocks that i start asking the right questions.